Diary

writing our experiences,feelings,thoughts,desires is a thing which many of us might like.... i am one amongest u...yeah i like writing...are u thinking something??NOPE...am not a professional writer....nor am an addict...i just like writing diary.. itz been long time that i write diary...i love to write my daily experiences,my views,my thoughts etc etc. in my diary....writing diary was always a support to me...as i could share every damn thing with my diary. "A single ray of light is enough to enlighten a dark room"... writing is that very ray of light in my dark life.....

hey!!! i know i haven't started wid my blogging though itz been quite long dat i hv signed up for same....but wat to do yaar.....lyfz all messed up n hectic.......dont get tym for dis stuff.....socha tha diary likhti hoon dis wouldn't b a tough job BUT hats off.....sochti hi rehti hoon ki kya likun... jiske baare mein likha agar usne hi padh liya toh??? ohh man....m scared... pata nahi whether itz safe to write in here or not..... u wont believe i wrote such an emotional part of my lyf...bout d person who means a lot to me.... actually everything to me....STOP!! i shouldn't get into this story...

cool were dose days wen i didnt cared about anything n anybody.....i gave a damn to everything....i was a padhaku bacha...goin to skool lyk a kiddo..studin..n returnin lyk a sweet n innocent gal...i didnt had too many frnds to freak out wid....actually nothing special i had.... i agree dat there was nothin spicy stuff in my lyf but yeah atleast it was gud 4m wat my lyf is now....it has become a hell or more appropriately i shud say i am makin it a hell 4 myself(...dis is wat ma frnds believe...) lyf has really become a miserable place to live in....strugglin every moment ...

wen we trust someone....we really rely on him/her without thinkin about anythin else... den we dont care about anybody...whatever people may say...it hardly matters to us.... n itz all coz we trust dat person... but wat f dat person breaks ur trust....if he/she hurts u....isnt it an awkward typ situation 4 u..??

bachpan se jo bhi chaha,kabhi pura na ho paya... parivaar bhi tha..dost bhi the..par kabhi pyaar ka woh ehsaas na aaya.... kya hai zindagi...sach jhooth...ya sirf ek chalava... kuch mehsus na kar paya.... har baar kadam badaya...aage bhade.. par kuch bhi haath na aaya.... nayi shuruvaat bhi karni chahi par ghoom kar wahi laut aai.... aur mere haath phir kuch na aaya.... school toh bas apni pehchaan dhoondne mein hi gavaya.... phir ek naya moorh aaya.... ek nayi shuruvat ki kiran ko dhoondte hue college mein aai.... sab kuch naya tha....kuch bhi samaj na pai... naye rishte ban...kuchh apne to kuchh paraye...kuchh to aise jinhe kbhi bhul na pai..aur kuchh aise jo kbhi yaad na aaye....sb kuchh paaya par fir bhi wo ehsaas na aaya......ek shaqs mila jo sbse alag tha ..nye rishte mile...wo ehsaas mila....college chhoda aur doston se door hui ...wo yaadein wo baatein wo pal sb yaad aaye ...jo chaha wo pura hua par fir kuchh kami thi aur aakhon me nami thi ...aakhon ki nami kb door hogi ...kb chahte poori hongi ...isi intezar me zindgi aage bd rhi h ...hope i'll get dat i want.....